Just One More Chance

JUST ONE MORE CHANCE

(To My Beloved Mom)

Now there is nothing left in me

Nothing that will make you want me

The sugary me is gone

And my deep core is shown

Now all your dreams are blown

I was your biggest catastrophe

Someone who you didn't deserve

Everything I just did cannot be reversed

I was the one who made you look down

The one whom you placed over a crown

Never did you deserve someone like me

Never did I deserve someone like you

My mouth is just too small

And word 'SORRY' is too big

You taught me how to walk, but I made my mind

 to crawl

That you thought I was a rising star

You were sighted just too far

Made for me was a wall of kindness

But I came in like a wrecking ball

On me you had all the trust and blindness

Feeling just contrite is what I can do

Nothing can indemnify your sacrifice

Give me one last chance

The chance to restart my life

The chance to restart your life

- Upasana Dwivedy